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If vision is the only valdation;my life isn't real

Welcome fellow earth-inhabitant.
My name is Ayla or whatever floats your paper boat. I enjoy nicknames.

L'écriture et la photographie sont mes passions

Alex Mccuen ♥

I'm almost seventeen years old. I'm just another girl who gets lost in the sea of faces at WSSA.I guess you could say that I'm a little socially awkward. If you want to know a little about me, I guess you should know that: Rich teas have to be stacked in fours. I like symmetry. Old leaves smell like cinnamon.The garden is the only quiet place in my house. It’s nice. It’s different. I enjoy new faces and new ideas. I have a camera to capture all of the important moments, I think moments make up most of the little joys in our lives. I want to make a difference in the world, count for something. Maybe even be someone of importance someday, who knows. If you see me around, perhaps we could strike up a conversation.

I’m a phoenix in the water, a fish that’s learnt to fly.And I’ve always been a daughter,but feathers are meant for the sky. So I’m wishing, wishing further for the excitement to arrive.It’s just I’d rather be causing the chaos,than living at the sharp end of this knife.With every small disaster
I’ll let the waters still.Take me away to some place real.


Note: Everything here is an illusion, I am not Chloe Rose.


On My Way To Heaven

alexmccuen:

I’m just a fool hung on a sting
But since you put these thorns around my head
You know I am a king, a KING
A king of everything & nothing
I’m on my way to heaven…

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Text to Levi:
  • Ayla: Okay, good. I can't either.. my parents are going to disown me, heh. At least my brother was supportive when Alex and I told him. Um, I just really need to know you're going to stand by me. You will, right?
  • Levi: I'm sure they won't. That's good that he was supportive; that's how he should be. Of course I'll stand by you, every step of the way, whatever you need. I'm here for you. You're like a sister to me, ha.
  • Ayla: Well good because you're like a brother to me. Trust me they will but it's okay- I don't need them to make it. I'm really glad that you're being supportive as well- it means a lot to me.

Text to Levi:
  • Levi: Ayla, I'm not mad, I'm just surprised and a little confused. It's Alex's, isn't it?
  • Ayla: Promise? I don't want you to be mad at me... I was surprised too. We were so careful. I'm on the pill and you know we used a condom.... It just happened I guess. Yes, it's his.
  • Levi: I promise I'm not mad at you, Ayla. You tried your hardest, that's great. I can't believe this is going on. Are you okay? Do you need anything? Are you going to... do anything?
  • Ayla: Okay, good. I can't either.. my parents are going to disown me, heh. At least my brother was supportive when Alex and I told him. Um, I just really need to know you're going to stand by me. You will, right?

Text to Levi:
  • Levi: Shit, um, sorry, but fuck, what?
  • Ayla: Please don't be mad...I didn't mean to.
  • Levi: Ayla, I'm not mad, I'm just surprised and a little confused. It's Alex's, isn't it?
  • Ayla: Promise? I don't want you to be mad at me... I was surprised too. We were so careful. I'm on the pill and you know we used a condom.... It just happened I guess. Yes, it's his.

Text to Levi:
  • Levi: Ayla. Please tell me straight. Are you pregnant?
  • Ayla: Um- Yes...
  • Levi: Shit fuck Christ.
  • Levi: Oh, my God.
  • Levi: What the hell?
  • Levi: Shit, um, sorry, but fuck, what?
  • Ayla: Please don't be mad...I didn't mean to.

Text to Levi:
  • Ayla: So you know how you think something is up with me... well there is I um- I'm kind of sorta maybe a little bit Juno.
  • Levi: Please tell me that means you're thinking of wearing skirts with jeans, and not what I actually think it is.
  • Ayla: Do you have licorice rope for me to tie to a tree?
  • Levi: Ayla. Please tell me straight. Are you pregnant?
  • Ayla: Um- Yes...

Text to Levi:
  • Ayla: So you know how you think something is up with me... well there is I um- I'm kind of sorta maybe a little bit Juno.
  • Levi: Please tell me that means you're thinking of wearing skirts with jeans, and not what I actually think it is.
  • Ayla: Do you have licorice rope for me to tie to a tree?